Why must it be scarcasm?

Every other time I would have to bear the fact of the differences between. I was made to be understanding in which I hated most!!! Can't these people give me a more pleasant answer? I wished these people bring their head when they talk to me!! You know who you are!

See the difference

So much had changed over the years and that I have been back. To be exact, I'm back to my home for 20 months and this has not been a smooth ride. Reason being that there are so many changes that I felt it was rather difficult to cope somehow. Within 13 months I landed with another hope of securing a brighter future. I would certainly like to term it as a I did not noticed that my wonderful memories in the UK has only been left somewhere in the memory box of my brain. Some what words just could not explain how I felt inside. For some reason I missed the personal freedom I had throughout living there for close to 3 years. I was mostly alone working my means out to achieve my dream and is very hopeful for a brighter future. Now that I look back, reflecting past memories makes me has a nostalgic feeling - which is somewhat good. Brighter future ahead? Lets hope for the best! xx

The Imperfections

Last weekend was indeed a relaxing one at Suffolk. Again I was invited and I thoroughly enjoyed my perfect breakaway at Jenny and Brian's. Their warm welcome makes me feel so much at home. How I wished to have a family like them :) Despite all the hassle I was going throughout the past 2 weeks, I still managed to pull it through! The uncountable first times of mine, solely given to England......... just too many fulfilling 3 years of courage and dreams achieved. The imperfections were long forgotten and is happily enjoying the array of joy and laughter.

With Brian Fenn and heather background
Purple English heather
Tasty Parsnip Bake
Beautiful lunch at RSPB
Extreme serious in learning!
Tarte Tartin ready to serve six!
Stains from picking wild blackberries with Jenny Fenn
Fresh picked blackberries
Bring the blackberries to boil
Drip the juice overnight, not to squeeze the juices to avoid jelly being cloudy.
Adding some sugar into the juice
Boiling the juices till it reaches the setting point
The final jam prepared to serve :)

Recruitment Trip

Pictures are the best tool to replace words...

A house full of men

Didn't notice that my whole house is filled with male tenants! This shows how ignorant I am. Not to mentioned that I'm quite good in MYOB....

Perhaps it is better to live in a house like this rather than all the fussy ladies out there...

Jealousy is a route to evil

It has been a venture for the past month and yes, I'm back in good shape fortunately *fingers crossed*

Tough decisions made and finally the truth is revealed over a chat - a very informal chat where there was only the two of us. It surprises me sometimes as to why most personal things were only told when there is no other members are around.

Apparently a good old colleague of mine who is the leader is planning his future ahead and making his steps further by venturing out of the box. Good for him to be honest and that is why there isn't a persistence of holding me back.

This place seem to be a little abandoned, not because I no longer has interest... just the time doesn't allow me to do more.

Anyway, hope the sky will be brighter tomorrow.

Adieus

Half the year is gone!

Can't believe this is happening but I might have to happily invite July soon.

Wonder how is tomorrow going to be like?? Hopefully it is all good news :)