Monday, 30 November 2009

A simple reunion

Tadaa!!!! Momee and Dadee is around town. They arrived to London and I went to pick them up from the airport, even though we got lost when we were on our way home, but still we managed to make it. Teehee...
Finally we are united as one!! It has been quite sometime since I have seen my parents and the day that I have long waited has finally arrived.. Even though there are some small obstacles happened, but well I was glad that we were going through it together as ONE. It has been 15 months since I last saw them..now I can feel that my parents aged, my responsibility to care for them is ringing my door bell. Time for some changes. I was not really prepared to bring my parents around London as I was rushing for my assignment, but I did took some time off from work (weehee..) to accompany them around. Weather wasn't too promising but yet..we managed to do at least something together. :)


Supposedly we were heading off together to do some touring around UK, with some unfortunate circumstances, dadee wasn't too well to travel. He rested at home while I brought momee around. I was quite sad to see him suffer as its really heart breaking!! Fingers crossed!! He is well off now..at least he is better at home.

Dadee was a great support. I knew he wasn't well, but he still come for the 'big' day. His presence means everything really. I hope he is proud and I do promise to make him feel better and will never let him down. I was rather pampered I thought. Mamee did all the cooking and cleaning, while I go for classes and I can't ask for more. I seriously wished that they could stay longer with me. I really enjoyed the 'princess' feeling and being at home.

Too many gurly chat and sharing. I knew it wasn't enough but I am grateful that I was given such opportunity to be with them at this shortest period. I was indeed very content to see my parents around still young, energetic and happy..at their heart. hehe.. I love you both very much!! Please take care of yourselves and I will try my very best to take care of you once I am out of the current mess that I am currently encountering and I will be home the soonest I can. Memories stays in my heart.


From a sincere and will be a filial daughter. With LOVE

Friday, 13 November 2009

Nothing Last Forever

Désolée for a long away...had a couple of abusive weeks, juggling with demanding people, with a consequences of shifting to a new place at not a happy nor peaceful way. Harsh treatment by previous housemates, I was advice to list it down as experience. I was once hurt and end up with tears, sounds rather pitiful, those tormented words and psychology war could easily abuse ones' mental state. It was hard, really hard...well sunshine still rise even there are dark clouds. There is always days that are happy.

I confess there is another stage of challenge I am tackling. I always think that I do not have the standard of a postgrad would have. Lack of reading and knowledge I would assume. More hard work is needed. desperately needed for me to cope. I hope I can be as hard working and smart fellas in my class. Probably what my sister say was right. I do need to see the world and gather the experience first before proceeding to another level of education. Perhaps she is right, but I will not let the spirit of fighting (while young..) before I really say quit to study life. Sometimes I do enjoy the process of study life here, well if you really asked me do I like the life in London? Hm..the big answer is NO. All I enjoy is just the studying process..If I would tell this to my dad, he will definitely say that I am insane. I admit, insanity runs in my blood sometimes. >.<

Momee and daddee will be coming..for the graduation. Hoho..Hope that it ll be an exciting time for me and my parents. It has been a while since I last saw them. Well does skype and MSN count? Please take the technology gadgets away..really miss home tho! Never ask me how can I stay for such a long time without going home. I don't know the answer really..the determination and the fire that lights my body here is quite deem but I know it ll light up eventually. Someone somewhere is blessing me!!