唯独你是不可取替

这是一个非常动人和有意义的歌. 如果一天，有个人唱这首歌给我。 。我一定会觉得很幸福和非常高兴!! 我知道我已经错过了很多机会或者我已经放弃了，但我应该说，或

许这是命中注定的 - 是我的命运吗？?

[許志安 鄭秀文 唯獨你是不可取替]

歌名:唯獨你是不可取替
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語言:粵語, 曲長:0m0s
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監製:, 填詞:梁芷姍

曾聽說有許多戀愛　沒有結果
卻剩傷心者感慨　令我都刻意避開　是我不敢相信真愛
但你不惜真心真意對待　竟令我再感到意外
讓我獻出全部熱愛　全面喝采

如果今天將失去　眼前的一切　剩低清風兩袖也不計
唯獨你一個是不可給取替　是我生命裡的一切　Wooh
如早知今生跟你　有幸可相愛　在當初應更努力為未來
其實我知道　是可一不可再　下半生准我留住你　一直相愛

誰似你這般欣賞我　誰也說不上你一般清楚我
問我可需要甚麼　願你終身交托給我
讓我一生好好把你照料　請讓我體恤你需要
讓我獻出全部熱愛　從來沒缺少

如果今天將失去　眼前的一切　剩低清風兩袖也不計
唯獨你一個是不可給取替　是我生命裡的一切　Wooh
如早知今生跟你　有幸可相愛　在當初應更努力為未來
其實我知道　是可一不可再　下半生准我留住你　一直相愛
其實我知道　是可一不可再　下半生准我留住你　一直相愛

最近我经历了连续孤儿的圣诞节和新年，但我应该感谢身边仍然有一些亲密的友, 为庆祝我。即使我通常不会在家里庆祝这些活动，但会更好如果有朋友和家人在我身边。哈哈!

最近我做了一些事，我从来没有想过我会做 - 这是在一间工作室拍摄的照片!

觉得我自己真的需要一个严格的减肥. 非常胖了!!!

A simple reunion

Tadaa!!!! Momee and Dadee is around town. They arrived to London and I went to pick them up from the airport, even though we got lost when we were on our way home, but still we managed to make it. Teehee...

Finally we are united as one!! It has been quite sometime since I have seen my parents and the day that I have long waited has finally arrived.. Even though there are some small obstacles happened, but well I was glad that we were going through it together as ONE. It has been 15 months since I last saw them..now I can feel that my parents aged, my responsibility to care for them is ringing my door bell. Time for some changes. I was not really prepared to bring my parents around London as I was rushing for my assignment, but I did took some time off from work (weehee..) to accompany them around. Weather wasn't too promising but yet..we managed to do at least something together. :)

Supposedly we were heading off together to do some touring around UK, with some unfortunate circumstances, dadee wasn't too well to travel. He rested at home while I brought momee around. I was quite sad to see him suffer as its really heart breaking!! Fingers crossed!! He is well off now..at least he is better at home.

Dadee was a great support. I knew he wasn't well, but he still come for the 'big' day. His presence means everything really. I hope he is proud and I do promise to make him feel better and will never let him down. I was rather pampered I thought. Mamee did all the cooking and cleaning, while I go for classes and I can't ask for more. I seriously wished that they could stay longer with me. I really enjoyed the 'princess' feeling and being at home.

Too many gurly chat and sharing. I knew it wasn't enough but I am grateful that I was given such opportunity to be with them at this shortest period. I was indeed very content to see my parents around still young, energetic and happy..at their heart. hehe.. I love you both very much!! Please take care of yourselves and I will try my very best to take care of you once I am out of the current mess that I am currently encountering and I will be home the soonest I can. Memories stays in my heart.

From a sincere and will be a filial daughter. With LOVE

Nothing Last Forever

Désolée for a long away...had a couple of abusive weeks, juggling with demanding people, with a consequences of shifting to a new place at not a happy nor peaceful way. Harsh treatment by previous housemates, I was advice to list it down as experience. I was once hurt and end up with tears, sounds rather pitiful, those tormented words and psychology war could easily abuse ones' mental state. It was hard, really hard...well sunshine still rise even there are dark clouds. There is always days that are happy.

I confess there is another stage of challenge I am tackling. I always think that I do not have the standard of a postgrad would have. Lack of reading and knowledge I would assume. More hard work is needed. desperately needed for me to cope. I hope I can be as hard working and smart fellas in my class. Probably what my sister say was right. I do need to see the world and gather the experience first before proceeding to another level of education. Perhaps she is right, but I will not let the spirit of fighting (while young..) before I really say quit to study life. Sometimes I do enjoy the process of study life here, well if you really asked me do I like the life in London? Hm..the big answer is NO. All I enjoy is just the studying process..If I would tell this to my dad, he will definitely say that I am insane. I admit, insanity runs in my blood sometimes. >.<

Momee and daddee will be coming..for the graduation. Hoho..Hope that it ll be an exciting time for me and my parents. It has been a while since I last saw them. Well does skype and MSN count? Please take the technology gadgets away..really miss home tho! Never ask me how can I stay for such a long time without going home. I don't know the answer really..the determination and the fire that lights my body here is quite deem but I know it ll light up eventually. Someone somewhere is blessing me!!

Petite Peu de Manchester

It has been more than a month that this little space was neglected. Not on purpose, but I would say I was pretty occupied with drastic changes here and there. It has never been easy for me and well thank goodness I managed to survive..pretty well indeed..bravoo!!

Manchester a city of delighted football fans...but the magnificient library was yet another suprise for us to visit. Beautiful architecture..does have the feel of harry potter and definately, it has been there for some centuries. pictures were allowed to be taken inside, but perhaps once I have got the better pictures from my friend, then I would load it..my crappy camera doesnt do very well in capturing all shots..bear with me ;P

My favourite eggtarts..yummy!! Suprisingly dimsum was one of the cheapest option in Manchester..so we had chinese all the way..teehee..Its rather impossible to have nice and economical chinese food in London..everything in Chinatown are just over the head!! Once a while still can afford to eat out, but if its all the time..££ in the pocket is reducing..

Manchester's City center..a picture with Yen..lovely!

In Manchester Stadium..where footballers and managers were interviewed..its the board of sponsors at the back.

It was indeed one of the big stadium around England. You can never ever imagine how much fans would pay for the ticket just for a match..prices are ridiculously high!! Neither am I a fan of any football club, but I just fall in love with the colour red. Giving a chance to go for a match?? Hm..even its free..I would need to think first.

Un autre défi

Il y a beaucoup de défis dans la vie. Je me demande ceci suis le choix bon? J'espère et je désirer. Je prie c'est le choix bon.
Me bénir?? haha.. Aujourd'hui je suis allé à la bibliothèque et j'ai emprunté quelques-uns livres français de pratique.. comme conversations pratiques de l'oral, vocabulaire progressif du français pour les adolescents (niveau débutant et niveau intermédiare)..

'Pensez-vous que les livres peuvent m'aider à améliorer mon français mauvais ?'

Très Très Très MAUVAIS!!!

J'ai souhaité que les anges étaient ici de m'aider..s.v.p.

Une histoire d'une grosse fille

Pourquoi êtes-toi si en rond ? Toi sont si gros maintenant!!! - Regarder ton visage!! Ceci est que mon père a dit..

Mon coeur déchiré dans les morceaux. J'ai pleuré à l'intérieur. J'ai su cet étais mon responsabilité. J'ai connaître.

J'ai besoin d'aller pour un projet de régime très très strict. Non plus de snacks vite prêts, les petits gâteaux, frire de la nourriture..

Un Nouveau Chapitre - Le rouiller française

Pourquoi les français? Parce que c'est tres tres tres rouillé!!! - mais je vais apprendre encore (j'ai promis). Je vais apprendre à construire des phrases à nouveau, Je vais apprendre à lire et à écrire en français à nouveau, Je vais essayer d'apprendre quelque chose de nouveau en français et s'en souvenir...

Mon Dieu! J'ai oublié. J'ai oublié les français complètement. Pourquoi? Pourquoi? J'ai besoin de l'aide. Quelqu'un peut m'aider s'il vous plaît????

A place where I spend most of my time

Tadaa...this is my first time showing my hiding place, a place where I spend most of my time facing 4 different people. Soon I would include more of the other departments and my uni area. Not a sort of advertising or whatsoever, but just some fond memories that would be part of my life. I would literally thought that working during the summer is like a piece of cake, nothing much to do and I could hangout more often in the office, but this is just not true!! Now I am handling more things that you could even imagine, passing all these stuff to a student to do it? Perhaps they Sandra - my manager thinks that I am capable of handling it. It is beyond my imagination to do this sort of things. I could understand that she had passed 50% of her job to me since she is sort of a PA to my big boss John - the Director of the office. Handling finance is not an easy thing to do and she could perfectly fit onto it. Everyone would proclaimed that I'm being bullied but phew! I would think in a different way of learning as such I need to be more positive rather than negative! - well for at least I could console myself a little more.

The 'old arrangement of my hiding place. - (New one to be up pretty soon!) The handsome looking office from outside would make you stunned!

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Ooohh..my beloved desk, and PC

We had a visitor one day when we were at a temporary office while the refurbishment work was done upstairs. Baby Nate and his mother Faye Jones. Their arrival made the time past really quickly and hey..going home time is up, there is no such thing as having OT (overtime), nothing better to work in a place like that! Well sometimes I will scarifice some of my precious time to help them out and no doubt I hope my deeds will be appreciated. Let pictures do the talking!

Here I present to you the big boss - John Mountford with baby Nate. He is the best boss that one could ever imagine. Nice, polite, friendly, easy-going..name it and you'll get it!

Sandra - My manager who recruited me. She is just nice and very protective towards her staff :)

Clare Maynard - International Officer for Europe. Young, charming and has her own mind + pace of working.

Finally a family portrait of the Jones.

Ian - slack and slumpy working person, never seen a thicker person like he does. Work? Please don't mention. With all these negative things I have in mind, well..let me think of something nice about him..sometimes helpful and easy going..the only nice thing is that he will let me off early if there is nothing much to do on that day.

The guest of the day..Look how adorable baby Nathaniel is..Nathaniel Benjamin Jones. A good name I supposed! He brightens up my very day at work. I haven't cuddle a baby for ages!!

Life is like the climb

Blast day! Movie (both cinema and room) + 40 minutes party @ pub cum club + Non stop chats

We spent some of our time watching this movie, somehow reflects the undeniable truth!

Very filling and delicious muffin! Made my lunch and dinner!

I was so afraid of being tanned! Sitting on the rocky beach with my umbrellas on while Katrina lying down to get tanned. We were there for almost an hour - Lunch + Sun bathing

Eventually I wasnt too sure whether should I spend sometime off with Katrina as I want to save up some bucks and not let myself wasting too much just to travel, but indeed it was a fruitful meetup. Life is like the climb. I was really happy to see her and suprisingly I could see her suffering from inside. She could be smart, elegant, attractive but yet, hurt inside for loving the wrong person. Poor girl but she could find someone who does love, appreciates and care for her more than anyone in the world would do. Only 22!!! Many more years to come my dear :o

There is nothing that I could do but just to be with her for some moment and let her enjoy her 2 weeks of England. (She is obsessed about everything in England). I do understand its really hard to be her. Hard to be Katrina Siryk. Why? Dressed up elegantly & always look smart. Most of the girls would die for a place and status like Katrina - be rich, well known and have anything that she wants. I was really shocked that she told me that she is tired of pretending. Tired of being at the top. Entirely not her at all! Perhaps living in the environment where the status of 'Posh' is hard to lived. I could never live a life of hers. I'm just a poor and the most common student that you could find in the Uni :p. Slip in and out without anybody noticing is simply easy for me - the invisible. I'm known for the quiet person in Uni. Katrina could never be like me. This outgoing and friendly personality of hers does make her very unique. We are just total opposite! Miracally, we can still be good friends - opposite attracts I guess? Most of my 'first' times are with Katrina, perhaps she is the first few that I knew. Interesting is that we just couldn't believe that we have known each other for almost a year now! Time flies ¬¬¬ I hope we could still keep in contact!

Sincerely wish for the best for my dear friend!

Absences make your heart grow fonder.

Induction Party

Christmas Party

Hampton Court Palace Garden

Bath & Stonehenge

Norfolk Host

Host Family

The wonderful times I had with Katrina will always be part of my good days in England. Nice and sweet. Two different personality could click together is pretty wicked!!

Never thought that I could or will ever meet Katrina back again after she is back to Ukraine. I didn't even sent her off to the airport when she was scheduled to go back on Feb 2009. Yet, just after 6 months past..she is now back to UK and I'm staying with her for a weekend in Chichester. The shock that I got from her is that she told me I've got a British slag already..--thanks to my colleagues and my living environment, everyone is English. I just want to maintain my own slag that I have..

I hoped to stay longer with her but my modest emotions hold me back. Wondered why but well, she is still the smart, elegant girl I've ever known. Her ups and downs that happened throughout her 6 months of absence was drastic! This lead me learnt that life can never be planned. It just goes up and down like a roller coaster. No news is a good news - Thats what she told me. Well, I did too had my downs, it passed just like yesterday..I believed that we could go through the norms of life. Can't wait to have a wonderful weekend with her in Brighton again as well as Chichester. Staying 2 nights with her should be great fun! plus, free accommodation..where can I get such good offer?? The picture above was taken almost a year ago. Rebecca is getting married, how cool if she would invite me to her wedding and it will definately be my first wedding reception in England.

Rain rain go away..please come back another day..

Wales was not in the list where I intended to go in the beginning. With some persuasion, I did it finally. Picture tells how this lovely and peaceful place takes you away from the bustling city. It could be a nice place for a day or weekend trip with friends and family. I could be sure that I wouldn't want that life being a city person.

It was indeed a day filled with showers. Could be a mood spoiler but it was ok. No complains about the weather again. This was the street when Gauhar and I 'again' heard and saw with our own eyes with crimes around the UK. Scary truth is that we were walking on streets during the 1 hour stop by at Gloucester City, 'shop lifter, shop lifter' is all we heard from a women screaming. Apparently a guy just ran out with 2 bottles of wine from a shop and then left it back on the street. Wonder did he do that on purpose or whatsoever. Nevertheless, he was caught definately. Is that a game? Perhaps he knew that he couldn't run anywhere further since everyone in the street could recognise him. His gestures gave me a fright and I did hold onto Gauhar for some relieve.

Another 45 minutes of drive we finally arrive to this Tintern Abbey, a church that was abandoned many centuries ago. Marks of burnt left over was believed to be caused by black magic. This huge church was really big! Nothing much can be seen inside, besides its beautifully crafted architecture.

The entire view of the church.

Then off we went to Chepstew City. Small city with minor community living at this very place. A wedding car just passed by. An adorable one too. :)

Castles everywhere in the United Kingdom. Why on earth they have so many castles?

Indeed a quiet and small country side. Recommended for countryside lovers, green protectors and environmental minded people. For those who like to live in this area, very welcome..you will enjoy the benefits and accounted for privelages living by the Wye Valley and the Forest of Dean.