Désolée for a long away...had a couple of abusive weeks, juggling with demanding people, with a consequences of shifting to a new place at not a happy nor peaceful way. Harsh treatment by previous housemates, I was advice to list it down as experience. I was once hurt and end up with tears, sounds rather pitiful, those tormented words and psychology war could easily abuse ones' mental state. It was hard, really hard...well sunshine still rise even there are dark clouds. There is always days that are happy.
I confess there is another stage of challenge I am tackling. I always think that I do not have the standard of a postgrad would have. Lack of reading and knowledge I would assume. More hard work is needed. desperately needed for me to cope. I hope I can be as hard working and smart fellas in my class. Probably what my sister say was right. I do need to see the world and gather the experience first before proceeding to another level of education. Perhaps she is right, but I will not let the spirit of fighting (while young..) before I really say quit to study life. Sometimes I do enjoy the process of study life here, well if you really asked me do I like the life in London? Hm..the big answer is NO. All I enjoy is just the studying process..If I would tell this to my dad, he will definitely say that I am insane. I admit, insanity runs in my blood sometimes. >.<
Momee and daddee will be coming..for the graduation. Hoho..Hope that it ll be an exciting time for me and my parents. It has been a while since I last saw them. Well does skype and MSN count? Please take the technology gadgets away..really miss home tho! Never ask me how can I stay for such a long time without going home. I don't know the answer really..the determination and the fire that lights my body here is quite deem but I know it ll light up eventually. Someone somewhere is blessing me!!
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