Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Trust and Faith

I hope I can, I hope I will, I trust and I have faith in YOU!!


It has been quite a tough time round. Tons of assignments, group presentations, workshops, port folios, hand ins dates are around the corner. Nothing much has been done lately...REASONS?? - My hormones are sick and alerts me to do something about it. However, my latest news from the doctor is his assurance that I am medical FREE at the very moment! teehee...:))

Nevertheless, back to the real world. Not sure whether should I be happy being in the 'smartest' group in the class. I believe that I have some luck to be part of them! Even though there is nothing major happening around during discussion, but I can already feel the tense of being surrounded by Sharpers in the group (a mixture of Germans, English, Italians, Indian and myself) - all trying their best to impress themselves by speaking up. I'm as usual, being myself - always holding back, observe and monitor each movement and by doing so, I am always the quiet one amongst the group, also evaluating every single movement. Perhaps they would think that I am weird but I think I have a distinct character and just acting like usual.

Could not really believe that in another 2 months I will be free and will take a step further. (Time Flies!) Most of the time I doubt and wonder with my decisions? Even if it is not, I still enjoy my studying time. The stress, pressure and late night sleeps just never stops me from giving up. Considering myself a tough girl?? Not really.. I just have the will to learn, and always keep my mum's words in mind. I must admit there are hard times..giving up times..but mummy's words are still strong and I will always remember it - words of encouragements! Making her proud will be one of my greatest achievement in life as her daughter.

Learning never ends..however, there is always a full stop for studying.. I was always questioned on what will I want to be after I graduate. To be honest, I really do not know! Well, I do hope to be somebody someday in a big organisation. Bless me!!

Back to work now..Datelines are calling!!

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